元宵.

我還沒愛上你的時候 笑是那麼真實

未曾在這裡公開的照片.最搶鏡的林樂.你們看他有多搶鏡!

元宵節快樂.

情人節快樂.

新年結束了.

下定決心 把這場夢的情感忘光.

讓你繼續做我的偶像. 和朋友.

加油!!鄭啟杰

那英-梦一场

那英-梦一场

我们都曾经寂寞而给对方承诺
我们都因为折磨而厌倦了生活
只是这样的日子 同样的方式
还要多久

我们改变了态度而接纳了对方
我们委屈了自己成全谁的梦想
只是这样的日子还剩下多少
已不重要

*时常想起过去的温存
它让我在夜里不会冷
你说一个人的美丽是认真
两个人能在一起是缘份

早知道是这样 像梦一场
我才不会把爱都放在同一个地方
我能原谅 你的荒唐
荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘

早知道是这样 如梦一场
我又何必把泪都锁在自己的眼眶
让你去疯，让你去狂
让你在没有我的地方坚强
(让我在没有你的地方疗伤)

Wake Up

I am crazy already.

Everyday dreaming that I am still in KL now.

but it is another lonely after wake up.

.

pity.

today, i awakened by PAIN.

stomachache and heartbreaking.

You treated my pain but now let it run wildly.

.

You asked me don't abandon you at the first.

but u'd give up me now.

and wildly broke my heart simultaneously.

.

but. i'll find a new life after this.

new environment.new friend.new gang.new heart. =]

(os:byebye)

旧文

我在紙上來來回回

寫著我愛你~

已經習慣了不習慣

不習慣沒有你叫我傻瓜的日子

其實我比你更害怕寂寞

很想發現原來愛就在身邊

醒來卻只留三分空虛,三分寂寞,三分痛楚

原來在愛情我只像個小孩

這幾天 我真的越來越想你

心理少了你佔據的位置

多了空閒待你填補的惆悵

這幾天發生了些事情

愛總在你我間來回

突然下起的大雪

在我愛你披上厚厚的雪裳

在我牽掛你的那刻

是否記得 我們的約定

我害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落

我擔心快樂持續一天就退潮

我哭著 嚷著你 問你還記得嗎

你的手 帶著我們的余溫

慢慢地推開我

一句傻瓜的代價

是否真的那麼重

我低聲哭泣

手擦著眼淚

用余光透視你的冷漠

我很想告訴你

我的感覺還沒消失

只是暫是睡著

它在等待你呼喚的聲音

試圖巡回 卻麻痺

記得

回來找我

我還在等你

(created in MAY, 19 2009)comtemporary now

遗憾.(那是3部曲)

那是懷念當初心跳的悸動

那是後悔當初為何不牽手

那是心痛你離開的一剎那

那是努力在她的回憶狂奔

那是讓回憶炫燿 從前多麼幸福

.

祈求時間來沖淡

現在

美夢的夢幻 起來發現一切只是夢

被寂寞包圍的早晨,失去了體會很久的甜蜜

一想到曾經被個傻瓜深愛過,眼淚不自覺沸騰

她說過的,會使這愛情傷的更痛更痛.

讓人想起

從前

噩夢的恐怖 起來發現還沉溺幸福.

被幸福包圍的早晨,體會失去了很久的甜蜜

一想到被個傻瓜深愛著,嘴角不自覺上揚.

她的努力,會使這段愛情走得更遠更遠.

讓一切都更深刻.

說放開了,是騙你的.

擁抱不了,那就放開手,

放不開手,那就再度擁抱.

原諒我,活在回憶,或許這樣 我沒這麼痛.

End.

Ya...Trip ended.

This is really an undescribable journey.

I gained something at the first.

Lost a lot of thing at the end.

I had passed a sin X period.

.

Yesterday hanging out with 6S classmate.

I use to be emo.

guan jor lar them.

Iyee really new P driver. take care. ha

Boon Kyan still funny.Was dancing centre road.

not totally crazy night.I chat with someone the whole day.

CONFIDENTIAL. you know i know lar xP.

Yap Kah Yin still luen mou.

Ooi Lay San is the first time i saw after graduate.

stay cute =].

Fanfat tall jor thin jor xiu xiu lar. :D

Prinscilla still kua jeong.

Gah Su Kit(don't know how to spell.) still quiet.

Ruey and Kah Hui still grace.

Kar Lok remain thin =.=

lastly they told me: You are belongs to KL.

Gam Dong xiu xiu^^

the most happy i gained yesterday night.

was not enough to cover my sadness.

NVM.

The more the Expectation. The more the desperation.

mou dvn dvn get hurted.

Crying at midnight do you know T.T

although i had mark myself dont put too much love in it.

but i failed to control myself.

see. i need to face with my own music.

a SUCKS consequences.

not dare to call you now.

i m afraid i will cry on board.

picked up for 5 mins, put down for whole year.

ACHE!

ah KUEH i need you tonight!!

當愛走到夕陽的時候,要我如何撿起曾經佈滿戀愛穹蒼的心?

親愛的,再見.<3

CNY.

The trip is gonna end soon.

As we say: The happy hours pass like light.

Lets conclude.

Before coming back my hometown.

I had butterfly in my tummy and with infinite expection.

ya. the day 12/2 finally came.

dressed up with casual look. on board.

the first mission after arrived, sure told my <3.

hahaaaa.

On the way to The Mines.

Our Miss Lim sent a BOOOOM to me. new hairstyle wor...

mm coh la...give you seeee.

ok.cincai bought my clothes and trousers in there.

then went back my aunt's hse.chatting with <3.and>

The second day.surely went to MAMA's home lar..pray ancestor.

and my eyes spoiled by the smoke.

this is my cousin.Weng Lim.

went jusco to buy sunglass and new spec. then drove back Johor lor.

still waiting sms sms sms sms.

nearly 12pm. the sound pollution keep attack my ears.

but can sleep too.with your companion.

14/2.valentine's day and CNY.

sweet and HOT in this day.

Suddenly found the old photos in my grandparents's house.

on the wall.i think I was 10 yrs old.hehe

keep eat eat eat and gambling from 14 to 17.

17 night i back kl.

to meet friends.

18 went out with Simon.my senior

19 went out with VIP.

and rushed to PortDickson in night.

7years i never been here.

change a lot. the sunset. the seasore.the mood.

turned gradually.i realised.

emo started.

the another day.

went to MV. aimless walking.

and eat a little bit for whole day.

21/2. had a breakfast with Iyee.

just ate a few noodles.

for a day too.

then went to KLCC with simon.

walked from KLCC to Hangtuah station.

then back.

moody moody moody.

to night i am going to meet 6S classmate.

in Kopitiam ABC.

i hope this is a good memory.

for this trip.

and i'll be back.

where are my friendsss?

i miss you all badddly.=[

(os: all will be fine. as shown in my 签 in tian hou kuil.)

我不敢再打開收件箱

一看到你曾經寫給我的信息

我會忍不住.


很怕半夜突然起來.

你給的承諾太重.我沒辦法忘記.也不想忘記.

有人問我這樣值得嗎.

我說沒辦法.你給過我的太多.

今天如往常一樣 只是想你更多.


那是想到你會嘴角上揚
那是夢見你會遊盪腦際
那是遇見你會小鹿亂撞
那是無論如何愛依偎在妳身旁

我愛你.

痛

我不能想像這種感覺

當心跌落谷底

最害怕的 最後成真了

最親愛的 最後最遠離了

最美好的 最後最心痛了

復習了你的過去

你之前的痛 我很清楚

你讓我用了5分鐘來愛上

但卻讓我用了很多天來哀傷

我真的很想你><

你回來 讓我再感觉 你手心的温暖

Injured.Bleeding

2010/2/21 5.06am

沒辦法想像甚麼

沒辦法安慰自己甚麼

那過往雲煙的幸福.


忍受的痛總比想像的多

失眠的時間總比睡眠的時間多

那等待的痛楚.


陌生的簡訊聲

忘了的電話鈴聲

我都在乎.


看見任何關於你的一切

都潸然淚下.

我決定告訴自己不再睹物思人

但關於你的 在我生活中出現太多了

能控制自己的淚腺 唯有夜深人靜萬物俱寂之時


噩夢很可怕 我要你回來:'(

即使一秒也好 我都想要

到最後 發現淚乾了

去喝杯水 重新哭過.

那真的很痛.

Nostalgia.

I'm not worry about what.

Just.I also need what you needed.

Time passed quickly.

Just recalled what you said.

U're fully IMPORTANT to me.after my background change.my hand holded tightly.

I hope the bad things you said wont come true.

Put my energy into academic.

The sweetest moment.I hope there is not a nostalgia.

but keep going on.

I ♥ you.thats all.

牽掛

牵挂，是心里忐忑的变化

他是一种相思，两处闲愁

也是后悔当初为何不牵手

有时想起那时的点滴，会偷笑着流泪

也坚定了信念

没有翅膀的爱情 才能一步步走在幸福的路上

说过的誓言 都铭记心上

不是什么天长地久，只是能幸福拥有

挑起心搏的触动

唤起沉寂的心灵

是牵挂.

有人说：能拥抱的时候,不要只是牵手.

當心被感動了,願意付出的,不只這些.我了解到了

我等你的消息

或許 每當我看到某些東西的時候

會想起 我們共同擁有的幸福

還有 Lollipop 我記得. <3


牽掛幸福而帶點憂傷 還是 牽掛憂傷而想起曾經的幸福.?